As a child of the Fifties and Sixties, I never thought I'd grow old. Boomers have a Peter Pan complex. It's an ongoing challenge to advertisers as they experiment with marketing methods appealing to our vanity and sense of entitlement. We should look young, feel young, act young. And that's okay...up to a point.
Our parents raised us to believe we'd have a better life than they did during their Depression-era childhoods. For the most part, we did; as children, anyway. I think we had, predominantly, decent upbringings in our respective suburbs, cities and rural areas. Schools delivered better academic results in those decades; expectations of manners, customs, rules and religious observances were more rigid. I won't apologize for mythologizing my youth because it was so care free. It is, perhaps, the reason we were surprised, angry and rebellious when our ideals proved to be so much fantasy, like the man behind the curtain in the Wizard of Oz.
Viet Nam is the key turning point for the Boomer generation. It's the first deep wrinkle in our heretofore benign lives. The involuntary draft; friends going to Viet Nam; some not returning. Vets returning with shattered lives, shattered limbs, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, and nobody to welcome them home. Our country recognized the 40th anniversary of the shootings at Kent State in April this year. It is not a pleasant memory. It's still raw. It still resonates.
I ask myself why I feel entitlement with respect to my body and face? After all, I did nothing to deserve them but I did spend many years working to maintain what I had by playing racquetball, tennis, jogging, etc. It was fairly easy and I thought it would last. But it didn't. I hit my late forties and my body began to suffer as I, in a characteristically Boomer way said, "My body began to betray me". I had one hip replacement, then the other. One knee needed replacing and I stopped playing tennis. I became depressed and angry. I drank too much. I bloated. My face began to sag and get some wrinkles. I became even more angry. You see, I had taken it all for granted.
I see this in my peers. We have this silly sense of entitlement to things we enjoyed so effortlessly as kids, teenagers, young adults. We think it's supposed to last but nothing lasts, as Frost said so eloquently in his poem, "Nothing Gold Can Stay."
My mother and grandmother believed in growing old gracefully. I wasn't sure what that meant when I was younger but I have a sense of it now. We need to like ourselves more, criticize less. We need to feel good about getting up each day, rather like the little girl I posted on my other blog. She has the answers and she's only four! If you haven't see it, you should. I have nothing against plastic surgery and, if I had a lot of money I might very well have my chin lifted. But, that isn't going to happen so I'd better get comfortable with this face.
Will Rogers had some pithy comments on aging:
Our parents raised us to believe we'd have a better life than they did during their Depression-era childhoods. For the most part, we did; as children, anyway. I think we had, predominantly, decent upbringings in our respective suburbs, cities and rural areas. Schools delivered better academic results in those decades; expectations of manners, customs, rules and religious observances were more rigid. I won't apologize for mythologizing my youth because it was so care free. It is, perhaps, the reason we were surprised, angry and rebellious when our ideals proved to be so much fantasy, like the man behind the curtain in the Wizard of Oz.
Viet Nam is the key turning point for the Boomer generation. It's the first deep wrinkle in our heretofore benign lives. The involuntary draft; friends going to Viet Nam; some not returning. Vets returning with shattered lives, shattered limbs, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, and nobody to welcome them home. Our country recognized the 40th anniversary of the shootings at Kent State in April this year. It is not a pleasant memory. It's still raw. It still resonates.
I ask myself why I feel entitlement with respect to my body and face? After all, I did nothing to deserve them but I did spend many years working to maintain what I had by playing racquetball, tennis, jogging, etc. It was fairly easy and I thought it would last. But it didn't. I hit my late forties and my body began to suffer as I, in a characteristically Boomer way said, "My body began to betray me". I had one hip replacement, then the other. One knee needed replacing and I stopped playing tennis. I became depressed and angry. I drank too much. I bloated. My face began to sag and get some wrinkles. I became even more angry. You see, I had taken it all for granted.
I see this in my peers. We have this silly sense of entitlement to things we enjoyed so effortlessly as kids, teenagers, young adults. We think it's supposed to last but nothing lasts, as Frost said so eloquently in his poem, "Nothing Gold Can Stay."
My mother and grandmother believed in growing old gracefully. I wasn't sure what that meant when I was younger but I have a sense of it now. We need to like ourselves more, criticize less. We need to feel good about getting up each day, rather like the little girl I posted on my other blog. She has the answers and she's only four! If you haven't see it, you should. I have nothing against plastic surgery and, if I had a lot of money I might very well have my chin lifted. But, that isn't going to happen so I'd better get comfortable with this face.
Will Rogers had some pithy comments on aging:
- Some people try to turn back their odometers. Not me; I want people to know 'why' I look this way. I've traveled a long way, and some of the roads weren't paved.
- You know you are getting old when everything either dries up or leaks.
- One must wait until evening to see how splendid the day has been.
- Being young is beautiful, but being old is comfortable.
